What a great last week it has been. Wednesday I went to the temple with all of the missionaries that go home with me. It was such a special experience seeing all these elders and sisters and knowing how hard we all worked to the end. I feel a lot of peace when I reflect on my mission, and I know that's the Lord comforting me and letting me know I've done my best. I put my whole heart and soul into this mission because I love the Lord and I wanted to serve with all my might, mind and strength.
Friday Beth and Alley both were baptized and the service was so special! Brother and Sister Given gave the talks and they did so well! After the baptism their dad asked them how they felt and Beth said "I feel warm!" And Alley said "I feel cleaner than clear water." They were glowing and just so excited! When Beth came out of the water she was so giddy! It was such a special experience. Then on Sunday they were both confirmed and wanted to sit with us during sacrament meeting. They were so excited! We were so excited! Missionaries have been teaching these girls on and off for years and we are so grateful that all the prayers have been answered. We were so lucky to be able to watch them take those steps.
I can't believe that it's been 18 months already. It feels like I just entered the MTC yesterday where they placed a little black name tag on my shirt. I was so nervous because I didn't know what to expect. You always hear how the mission is the best and hardest thing ever, but you don't really know what that means. I remember walking into my classroom arriving last, and meeting sister Rhees. As the next two weeks in the MTC went on I had to figure out what I needed to do to be the best missionary for the Lord. I got to Oregon February 24, 2016. It was green and beautiful and the next day I met sister Sowter who would love me and train me to be my best. In those first three months I had to rely on the Lord so much to learn preach my gospel and understand these lessons I was going to teach for the next year and a half. As the next couple transfers went on I moved from Grants Pass to Medford, and I learned to find and teach simply. There were moments where my faith was tried and I had to look back on those spiritual moments where the truth had been confirmed to me, and realize that i already know this gospel is true! As I went on to train in Coos Bay with Sister Peck it was a refiners fire experience. It was there when I had to figure out what I was doing on a mission. What was my purpose? I prayed every night to understand why I was there and why we worked so hard and yet no one cared. But it's there that I realized that I am here for a reason and I needed to trust God that everything would work out in His time and way. It was here that I learned what it truly meant to trust him and know His plan was better than mine. A lot of change happened in this area. And I'm grateful for the change in me.
I went on to serving somewhere I had heard about at the beginning of my mission and thought I would love to serve there, but then forgot. The Eugene YSA was amazing! I had so many experiences here where I could see gods hand at work. I'm grateful for the time I spent there. And now I am in Springfield where I have learned so much in these last couple months. So many amazing miracles have happened and I know that comes from obedience and diligence. It also comes from charity and love. And it truly comes from God. I've grown so much in this last year and a half. I'm not the same person I was when I left and I will continue to change each day to become more like my Savior. There's a quote that has helped me my whole mission "if you want to be happy, be." I had to make the choice to come on a mission, and I made the choice to stay even when it seemed impossible. Each day I made that choice to smile and be happy so that I could look back with no regrets. I look back now and smile and know that the Lord was with me every step of the way. He will always be with me.
Thank you all for your support my whole mission. I love you all! Make the most of each moment so you can always look back with a grateful heart. And now I will look forward with excitement for what's to come.
Love,
Sister Peterson (the missionary for life)

































